* c h e l l e z *

2005-12-04T15:05:00.000-08:00

appealing time!! lol.. pearleen is a weird girl.. got inn1 but wanna go n2.. -.-!! hahax.. haix.. i just dun wanna go down lar.. so ..................... lalalas~

* yimei , if they ask eu go back hor. i think eu should. dun care bout wad they sae. eu go back and see how are thing nors. =D den eu decide.

2005-12-01T22:15:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAE

wen to see de results.geog n history were 2 diff classes. *groans* see some ppl tat i dislike to see. haix. so pissed off. -.-!! wen to watch harry potter!! was nice !! ^^ concidence.. dora was sitting bside me only lar! hahax. de whole muvee was lik she kept toking. lol.

CHICKEN LITTLE ` here i come !!! ~ xDD

2005-11-23T19:50:00.000-08:00

hellooos!! finally c0me bl0g le!! hahax.. lalalas~ this few weeks hangin' 0ut with leng they all.. l0lx. play bball!!! whheees~!!! hahax. was s0 darn fun lars. l0lx.

s0 damned pissed als0. tat dae. pearleen g0 take jersey. t0ut they w0uld bring. ended up n0thing. s0 regina sae either take REFUND OR EVERYTHING. s0 take refund. n de captain sae cann0t. mux sell. s0 i sae sell l0rs. den sayin back its still de same as refund. please lars. d0nt sae as if lik i 0we y0u s0mething 0r wad l0rs. if linghui sae jan open schh gib de m0ney. MAKE SURE YALL GIVE LARS.

2005-11-04T13:30:00.000-08:00

back from yimei's chalet.. oOo.. everyb0dy was sleeping.. zZzZ.. seriously i do hate KERONG.. wadever lars.. de cake was meant to eat.. and not to play.. haishh.. $18 wasted.. just lidat..

last word i haf to sae lars.. cos tokin to you.. will alwaes be de same.. "that's what you think" ..standard.. thanks for all netballers acting lik you do care.. when you guys dont.. HYPOCRITES.. PHONEYS.. and lastly.. SO SORRY.. SHOULDN'T join netball at de first place.. caused so much misery right?? im not lik you guys.. so smart.. wadever.. like wad yimei sae.. since dont lik.. wads de use?? wads de point..?? its better off without me.. to de so called "netballers team"..

2005-10-30T13:50:00.000-08:00

school holidays..b0ring.. i definetly g0nna miss 2n2'o5!!! they simply r0cks.. alth0ugh i d0nt lik s0me 0f them lars.. thursday was de very last dae of *SECRET*.. gonna miss it.. time really flies fast.. its just an0ther year g0ne..

yesterdae was de carnival.. l0ads ppl.. n0thing t0 d0 als0.. ZZzzz.. s0 went t0 help 0ut.. s0 many things t0 eat.. yumxyumx.. had a talk with wanting.. SHOCKED..can see fr0m her face lars.. i d0nt wanna quit de CCA.. but i just HATE THE PEOPLE OF MY OWN BATCH.. since THEY DISLIKE ME TOO.. HYPOCRITES LOR.. ACTING LIK YOU CARE.. wadever.. asked mrs cher if i c0uld quit.. she was asking me n0t t0 quit first and go for one training and see how is it.. but obviously i noe wads gonna happen nors.. cos its been repeating de same all along.. history repeating itself.. haiz..i dunno also lars.. BIGGEST MISTAKE:joining netball.. BIGGEST REGRET: kn0wing de ppl in my own batch.. who are hypocrites..

you guys think tat im happy.. but do you think i am?

2005-10-28T19:45:00.000-07:00

bball match lose.. nvm.. cos we haf put in our effort.. and its ALRIGHT!! lalalas~ =))

okays.. im sick of everything now.. i wanna QUIT.. fine.. saw wad you wrote on ure blog.. who can share ure sorrows?? right? tats wad you sae.. AND IM ASKIN.. WHO CAN SHARE MINE? DO YOU GUYS CARE? NO WAY LOR.. .. im sick of it lar kkx.. HYPOCRITE PPL.. do you think or dumb or wad?? im not stupid lar. sec1 till now.. i now wads going on.. dont giv all those pretence.. it TOTALLY suck.. and as wad they sae.. never acheive anything.. so its de best to close down lor.. sorry to sae tat.. but.. thanks for acting lik you guys care.. THANKS LOADS.. lets see how long can it last.. and seriously.. i dunno who's tokin de truth.. d0nt be s0 phoney lar..

2005-10-18T18:30:00.000-07:00

finally exams are over. results came back. i flung it. darn it. haha.

had bball trainings. hmms. get to communicate with each other more ler. but still have to improve. haiz. things dont seem right lar. how to put it neh? dunno also. hahaha. i HATE camps!! sERIOUSLY i DO lor. okays. and im just so shocked after wad you told me. totally unbelievable. i cant believe you are tat type of person. hai~ . i made no comments.

2005-10-07T12:00:00.000-07:00

i f0und 0ut tat i t0tally hate y0u l0ads. SERIOUS. yupps.

yesterday wen f0r de bball training. quite fun larz. a few guys came als0. training f0r layup. i seemed t0 cant get it right. l0ls. played until 7.30 lidat den g0 h0me. must jia y0u lia0 l0. haha.

haish 4 m0re exams t0 g0. den camp. hai~~ after camp jiu bball c0mpetiti0n lerz!!

2005-10-05T19:20:00.000-07:00

im full 0f attitude larz. dunn0 wads happening t0 me als0. t0k t0 meixin b0ut a few things. haish. hopefully things get better. l0l. nowadays always feel lik a sudden breakdown. im helpless and hopless.

2005-10-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

chinese exam!! haish. i think i screwed it up.

haishh. i dunn0 lahz. in bball i just cant seemed t0 c0mmunicate. this is my pr0b larz. and i seemed t0 have ATTITUDE PROBLEM. its my fault lar. kkx? i t0tally BREAKDOWN. and i dunn0 why. it seems ta a small pr0b and i'll just be lidat. im s0 easily pissed n0w. im NOT HAPPY AT ALL. OKAY? fine. its my fault. im SO SO SO SORRY. mayb im just a pers0n EXTRA in dere. i wanna back out. haishh. but after everything. LIFE HAVE TO GO ON.

2005-10-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

had english paper t0dae. haish. was kinda difficult. but can manage lah. a few did n0t c0mplete everythink. but teacher will help de lahz. s0 d0nt w0rry l0rz.

after sch00l wanted t0 train bball. but in d end d0nt haf. s0 wen t0 th0ms0n plaza wif yimei n pearleen. n eat PIZZA HUT!!! yeppps!!!! yummmy!!!! l0lz.. they paid m0st 0f it. s0 ha0 xin ryte? but in d end challenge t0 eat n i l0st 2 time. miserable ending. *s0bs0b*. guess wad they d0ne t0 me. yimei pearleen ; nice try!!!

wenta play bball. derrick was superb at bball layup.. yuppz!! kawaii als0 very g00d. haish. guess in de bball. im de 0nly 0ne wh0 cant c0mmunicate well with 0thers bahs. darn it. i seemed t0 be s0 s0l0. t0 sh00t myself. haiy0hy0h. den played a match against kaiyang n kengr0ng. kaiyang... s0 darn s0l0!! OOPS!! haha. jkjk. we w0n dem. n l0st them at de sec match. by 1 mark!!! l0lz.

wen t0 find melvin. t0 study. den blah blah blah. all di sia0 me. y0u guys g00d l0rz.

haiz. dunn0 lahz. wanna cry 0ut.. but cant.. and i dunn0 why either.. wads wr0ng with me??? haish.. y0u seemed s0 irritated. yeahh??

get readeh f0r chinese!!!! tmr!! g00d luck everyb0deh..

2005-10-01T16:00:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY

de camp stuff was b0ring~!! dun really feel lik g0ing.. but we are FORCED.. b0 bian.. pathetic sch00l.. after sch00l,i was s0 darn paiseh.. g0shh.. haiy0h..

wen j8 with yimei,laykheng n pearleen t0 eat.. was waiting f0r hui leng als0.. chatted f0r quite l0ng den leng c0me lerz.. sh0 we t00k a cab.. trained bball.. it was s0rt 0f CCA's training? haha.. wadeverr.. kept raining.. for while niahz.. haiz.. i t0tally suck at it.. i dunn0 h0w t0 c0mmunicate well.. ahiz. really dunn0 wada d0 nehz.. c0uldn't c0ncentrate.. haiz.. im really s0 darn c0nfuse larz..

haiz. dunn0 if im thinking t00 much 0r wadz.. y0u* t0ld me stuffs which [someone] ask y0u* t0 tell me.. its lik alternate days derr.. 0ne and an0therr.. heard stuffs fr0m y0u*.. and i w0nder its true 0r n0t.. y0u* t0ld me tat.. and i w0nder why.. but are y0u* telling me de truth 0r did y0u make it up?? wen y0u* tell [someone] tat think to tell me. why did you put [someone] in there? haizz.. . . . . what's g0ing 0n??? ~~~

2005-09-28T19:20:00.000-07:00

haiz. its now or never. aiyoh. dunno larz. everything came so sudden. lolz. haiz. maple tio hack. damn it. i dunnoo.. so darn confused. awhile lidat. awhile tat one. haiz. guess the problem lies with miie? haha. guess so. im such a failure.

2005-09-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

im s0 damned paiseh.. and s0 damned pissed. FUCK it. my maple acc is hacked. by dont noe by some kind of mother asshole. so jian. hope you have ulcers all over ure mouth. choke wen you eat. choke wen you talk. fall wen you run. ghost come haunt you. betrayed by friends. molest by rapist. drowned wen you tripped. and everything. okay. enough..

2005-09-03T15:05:00.000-07:00

WEILIAN SUCKK!! s0 damned pissedd.. yucks! he t0tally SUCK to de c0re lahhs. cann0t last l0ng de lahhs..

YESTERDAY

g0t our ppr !!! yippez.. me g0t bu cu0 lahs. tyc0tyc0. hahax. she*t0ld me sth ytd. haix. w0nder wad will y0u tell me if she tell y0u tat. are y0u g0nna lie again?? haix. kkx. wen t0 lynette h0use. we walk t0 de wr0ng place. keep walking sehhz.. finally walk c0rrect lers. her h0use its like s0 deserted.. =O.. wen t0 de p00l t0 play!! haha. in d end kuna caught by security. heeheez. de airball was confiscated. damned it! me n j-teng took photos. we were..... siao siao. haha. took loads funny ders.. "christinachongsiewyan;I WILL SURVIVE!!" haha. den we took "family portrait". wif "S.H.E". n tw0 jaych0ux. n 1 sh0rtiie!! ookx! xP g0nna p0st it at friendster. only j-t send to me.so damned unlucky norhs. BUS BROKE down.. damned itx2. tat was my first time.. haha..

*gr0annx* imterribly sick!! *c0ughc0ugh**~. netballiie training on 1 3 5. h0pe im okay and tat's it.. hate to be SICK!!!

2005-08-26T23:49:00.000-07:00

boreddiex.zZZzz..n0w lvl 18 niax. g0nna lvl 19!! yiippeezz!!! haha.. kkx. im just being lame kkx? haha. everything's alright now. i love my life. although its not perfect.. =) this ish enough ler bahs. just wish for de better!! lalalas.. im gonna trainmy stamina n wadever tat i concern.. hahax.. yishidemeihao n wodecuo. love dis two songs.. n huijiadewo~!!!!! water rising. water rising!! heeheex.

2005-08-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

iHATEyou!! hahax!! lalalas. hmmx. you noe wad? close friends can bcome PERFECT STRANGERS. whahahas. you shud noe y im so cold to you. mayb you dont noe. hahax. =P. i love my laogong nehz. hee hee. ROCK man \m/.
stomach pain till i cry. haha. please dont think its bcox of =X. pls pls pls. n to netballers. its not bcos of yall arhs. dont "hu si luan xiang". haha. kkx. last word i have to say. IHATEYOU TOTHECORE. didn't expect thinks to turn out lik this. all my fault wad RIGHT!! HA HA HA !! nobody's gonna care. so wad if you diao me? gin me? you think i giv a fcuking shit at ure face? no way man. did i offend you?? HAHA. sort of LOVERIVAL right.

what's going on? nothing's fine im torn. im all out of faith this is how i feel. continue.....

2005-08-19T11:55:00.000-07:00

music lesson!! zZzz.. haiish.. cried dis morning.. haish.. cannot cry ne more further lerhs.. my tears are all dried up.. dont wanna care liaos.. sianzz..

can someone encourage me to forget you?

its been such a pain..

din noe thinks wud turn out dis way..

do you even noe i exist??

why must you do this to mee??

you destroyed my life..

why m i still so good to you??

din noe im so damn stupid..

you made me do this..

you forced.. i have no choice..

2005-08-16T19:27:00.000-07:00

zZzz.. since a long time tat i've post.. hee hee.. playin maple.. VENT MY ANGER on tat game!!.. humms.. today was a weird dae tat i've ever had.. tout tat everythink would be okay.. no troubles n problems.. but in d end. -.-.. i dont now wads happening to me either.. im not myself.. TOTALLY!! haishh~ wen for shooting!! yupps.. i've shoot 18o goals!! believe it or not lahhs.. yippeeez.. =) saw him.. happy.. but SICK of it..

haishh~ dont noe wadda sae either.. "waiting for you is lik waiting for rain in a drough<-dunoe how to spell!!" dis phrase from derh cinderella story.. . . . . -.-' WADS DERH FCUKING POINT OF EVERYTHINK? n now i decided to onlu concentrate on dis stuffs..
o1`studies<-slack!! hee hee..
o2`netball
and blah blah blah.. dont noe wad else lerhs.. its just a pain to wait you noe.. FCUK IT.. I REALLY DONT WANNA CARE BOUT ANYTHINK ELSEE LERHS.. IF I CANT UNDERSTAND MYSELF HOW CAN OTHERS? HAISH..
n i think its only may n vivien n pamela n ??pu pu?? dont noe lahs.. even though not tat close lerhs.. *SOBZ*

2005-08-13T13:35:00.000-07:00

have n0t p0st f0r l0ng time lerhhs.. hahas.. s0 take dis time t0 p0st n0w.. f0r last times happening was lik illusi0ns.. but l00king back.. it as s0 real.. haiish.. but f0r n0w ok lia0 l0rhs.. wads derh use 0f thinking of it everydae ryte? l0ls.. been sh0 crazie n0wadaes.. hahas.. sianzati0nz!! okays..

oh ya.. m0ndae.. m0re n m0re c0urtw0rks!! whahahas.. lalalalas..

2005-08-08T18:23:00.000-07:00

i just cut my hair!! wwhhheeees.. derhh auntie sae i reb0nd nicer.. buden h0r.. d0nt haf $$.. hahas.. s0 must wait l0ngg... ughh.. sch was retard.. 3o mins.. sing s0ng.. -.-.. lame freaks.. d0nt wanna update lerhhs.. haii.. dying of b0rdness at h0me.. preparing t0 r0t at h0me..

2005-08-07T15:00:00.000-07:00

this is s0 n0t nice!! l0l..

ouchh!!

this is f0r sad times.. *s0b s0b*

haiishy0o..

y0u didn't see anythink..

2005-08-07T14:26:00.000-07:00

at h0me is sianzati0n.. yeahhs.. nth better tuhh d0.. zZzz.. rather g0 sch.. yupps.. haii..

*bel0w one has g0t nth t0 d0 wif anyone*

haiish.. its oraedy been 2 years lerhhs.. why d0nt y0u just c0me back?? sure everyb0dy will f0rgive y0u f0r it ryte.. but y0u r really t0o muchh.. wadda sae nerhh? . . . heartless girl..

ohh yarh yarh yarh!! i just l0ve 4th 0f august..

2005-08-06T15:15:00.000-07:00

just an0ther day.. b4 having my tuti0n.. wen tuhh d0 my art.. hmmms.. saw j0ey n hazel.. yupps.. dere were sh0 surprised tat i was at mac.. after tat asw regina.. n she was sh0cked!! hahas.. =) dey wen out.. yupps.. took a pic wif my tuti0n cher.. *say cheez!!* l0ls.. lame.. i n0e!! ugh.. weather is sh0 fcuking HOT!! dia0s!

NEICE; read dis!
humms.. i n0e its hard f0r y0u.. y0u d0nt haf tuhh f0rce ure self kays? haii.. i w0nt blame y0u derhh lahhs.. was just sh0cked nias.. hahas.. als0 d0nt n0e wadda sae lerhhs.. haiishh.. d0nt f0rce ureself.. just let it derhh wae it is.. yupps.. in derhh letter y0u sae f0r y0u is ez.. c0s it just started n0t l0ng ag0.. but wh0 n0es at h0me y0u crying yarhh? c0s its lik we are in derhh same class.. sh0 evertime y0u c him derhhs.. d0nt y0u think its really difficult.. "i wan my friends t0 be happy".. but y0u ureself happy n0tz? yupps..

2005-08-05T20:45:00.000-07:00

cried yesterdae nite.. n i realised i c0uldn't lie t0 myself.. haiish.. i was deceiving myself all al0ng.. n i noe.. c0uldn't let g0 of y0u.. haiish.. me n neice sh0uldd be okay lerhh bahhs.. haiish..

english peri0d listen tuhh where is derhh l0ve.. hmms.. nice nice.. hahas.. FUN!! chinese less0n was . . . . . hahas.. was usin' hp.. n wan wan was lik ask me keep.. nvr sae lik g0 in fr0nt n all derhh saliva c0me 0ut.. hehh' hanjie g0t full marks.. pr0? den liangyang den pearleen.. lalalas.. heard fr0m wanwan all girls g0t 4o nias.. pr0? hahas.. math suck. TOTALLY!! just hate ms gan man!! sh0ut at her name ask her tuhh c0me. she sae"raise up ure hand,y0u d0nt haf tuhh sh0ut".. raise up hand:didn't even see anythink at all norhhs.. dont even give a damn shit..

had netball training.. last min.. c0ach calling.... :im n0t c0ming d0wn t0dae.. n0t feeling well.. guess wad? it was her s0re thr0at!! ohh g0shh.. -.-.. had our own training.. was FUN FUN FUN!! hahas.. haii~ jun0iirs . . . arhhs.. sae s0methink n dey will sae s0methink back tuhh y0u.. aiy0y0s.. only laugh laugh laugh.. hee hee.. i als0 nehhz.. l0ls.. but i'll try n0t t0.. after tat were deciding tuhh play wad.. HIDE N SEEK!! -eeriee- whoooo~ in d end.. played water.. junoirs were s0 supp0rtive.. helped wanting.. wh0aa!! hahas.. yenhui sh00t 3 p0int!! n it was a GOAL!! heh' i owe y0u a drink. l0ls. sh00t sh00t. den wen h0me. hee hee..

*while g0ing h0me. i wen buy drink first. den saw pearleen n d0ra n l0adds peeps. they were y0u n0e. wen opp0site bus-stop. den saw yiying. wen take bus 13. g0shh. ure a really nice guy. haii. wadda sae nehhz. d0ra was.. nvrm. only n0e btween d0ra,me n yiying. wwwhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzz.......... unforgettable..... =) if0und 0ut tat i truly y0u n0e.. haiishh..

2005-08-04T19:00:00.000-07:00

pe less0n was sh0 fcukening.. just bc0s late den cann0t play.. haii.. but ms ti0 was nice!! lalalas.. friendly.. hahas..recess time g0t big big rain.. wh0aa.. tian hei hei derhh nehhz.. but was sh0 c00ling n windy.. heez..

wen f0r tuhh assembly talk.. g0shh.. it was disgusting!! whahahah.. n christina is sh0 damn happy t0day lehhs.. c0s tat LUCAS LIU NAI QUAN sat beside her!! w0oh00... only o1 small space nias.. shud have n0t m0ved lahhs!! haiishy0o..

anyway.. i think i've given up 8o% of him.. wanting tuhh HATE him.. c0s it really hurts l0adds.. n dere's a last w0rd i wanna sae " If y0u n0e its hurtful tat way.. WHY DO YOU STILL WANNA LIK HIM? oh.. wtf y0u d0ing?" guess i'll need s0me time.. ure tia0 jian sh0 ha0.. but why?

s0 wad if y0u hate me.. y0u freaking assh0le.. if y0u hate a pers0n d0sent mean tat y0u wan others t0o.. wahh ka0 ehhz.. my attitude scuk.. yer.. wadda b0ut ures? t0tally n0rhhs.. d0nt act lik y0u very dua can n0tz.. m0ther fcuker lehs.. guess n0t much ppl lik y0u t0oo.. guyish girl.. hate me f0r all i care..

2005-08-03T19:15:00.000-07:00

i was late again f0r skul!! i meant alm0st.. tat means haven yet lorhh..hee hee.. met j0ey!! she was s0 surprised nehhz.. screwd my science test.. hee hee.. only n0e bit nias.. lalalas.. okays.. im s0 VEX.. haiish.. wadda d0..

yupps.. i've f0und it a l0ng time.. but y0u cant sae tat is suspecting.. in a seri0us way..but i tried lying tuhh myself.. since y0u admit it.. i haf nth m0re tuhh sae.. yupps.. mayb y0u haf experienced it.. but its a big bl0w tuhh miie.. n i d0nt n0e why.. mayb y0u l0ve him m0re den i d0.. tried giving up f0r a l0ng time.. but i just c0uldn't.. haishh.. really wish everythink i've seen was just a dream.. n i c0uld nvr wake up.. y0u are much better den miie in every single think.. s0 its lik.. wad f0r shud i lik him already ryte? mayb its a mistake tuhh lik him.. a regret n biggest mistake bahhs..

in a big smile n c0ns0ling talks.. hides a s0rr0wful painess.. wh0 wud n0e? n0 1.. except f0r miie.. haiishh~..

liked him cos dere's besties behind tuhh help y0u? i d0nt n0e.. just hate derhh wae im behaving now..

2005-08-02T19:18:00.000-07:00

haviing sciience test tmr.. diia0s.. iim prepariing tuhh faiil f0r iit.. diia0s! p.e was sh0 lame.. run run run.. but in d end all slack.. i neba derhh h0rs.. guaii kiia derhh nehhz.. <--FAKE!! came tuhh skul wiif muscle aches everywhere.. dia0 dia0.. pain pain n m0re pain.. was lik cann0t even m0ve derhhs.. chinese n math teacher neba c0me!! HIP HIP HOORAY!! hahas.. time f0r a CELEBRATION..

sh0 s0me peeps in class were playing derhh "bi xian".. haish.. s0me 0f us once bitten twice shy.. sh0 neba g0 c.. haishhy00.. s0me ppl just d0nt n0e derhh c0nsequences of playing derhh game.. dia0s.. just wish dem a "g00d luck" bahhs..

f0und out sth very early lerhhs.. but neba t0ld anyone.. c0s even if i tell.. n0 0ne will believe.. sh0 in d end t0dae siew siew pai n0e lia0s.. haiishh.. n0 use br00ding over it.. mayb she didn't expect it either.. mayb wad we saw were just eyes deceiving bahhs.. wh0 n0es als0 ryte?!! haiishh.. even if its real.. i will rather be blinded.. n stuffs which are UNKNOWN n UNSEEN.. wadda d0? . . . . . .

2005-08-01T20:30:00.000-07:00

was s0 s0 b0ring.. hadda hist0ry test nehhz.. everyb0dy c0pied one n n0ther derhhs.. "test" h0r.. sure full marks derhh lahhs.. CONFIRMED!! whahahah.. p.e played bball!! l0ls.. fun fun n fun!! s0 DAMNED TROUBLED tat i *lalas.. haiishh.. shud get myself one *lalalas t0o.. had netball.. arghs.. n0w i realized tat i haf SLACKED l0adds.. in my SPEED n STAMINA.. TOTALLY... was fun n slacking.. hahas.. o6 m0nths.. still waiting.. h0w l0ng will i haf t0..

TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY.. * tooooooooooooott*.... shall n0t say in here.. lalalas.. mayb onli my neice neice n0e bahhs.. PHONEY lehhs.. d0ing sth bhind her back.. last time lahhs.. anyway.. f0r ure inf0.. forever n ever.. i d0wan y0u t0 be my true friend..yuckks..

2005-07-29T18:40:00.000-07:00

t0day our skul celebrated derhh 4oth anniversery.. it was very lame n0rhhs.. hahas.. keep "hip hip h00ray!!".. s0 miie.. n others.. r0ger..shunsheng..melvin.. christina n others were squartting d0wn.. hee hee.. but in d n kuna caught.. lalalas.. n everyb0dy w0re derhh blackie shirt..

played a prank on wan wan.. hahas.. everyb0dy wanted tuhh cl0se wind0w n d00r.. everythink.. buden quek came.. sh0 open everythink.. wanw an came.. everyb0dy fake sleep!! hahas.. she als0 kept quiet.. decided tuhh wake up.. den treated lik we jus w0ke up.. geez.. "wan wan zha0 an!!" hahas.. -laugh till st0machache.. LAME yer??!! wen f0r art less0n.. 0nly o1 peri0d.. nuttin tuhh d0.. hahas.. sh0 everyb0dy slack n0rhhs..wen f0r netball training.. in d end cancelled.. haiy0y0.. sh0 nex m0nday lahhs..

` i HATE y0u` dun0e why als0.. lalalas.. think i g0t attitude pr0blem.. "??" izit??

2005-07-28T20:10:00.000-07:00

match cancelled again.. aiy0s.. l0ls.. b0ring siia.. tmr wear blackie shirt nehhz!! yipppezz.. mmm.. tmr netball training lia0s!! haiishh~ my stamina..speed.. everythink slack nia0s.. -.-l
PREPARE TUH DIE TMR!!

haishh.. in a BIG SMILE hides S0RR0WS.. only Y0U y0ureself n0es.. N0 0NE understands..
* i think im hating y0u.. n i need a REAS0N Ff0r tat.. i just d0nt n0e h0w tuh spell it out..
d0ntaskmewh0isit__

2005-07-27T20:15:00.000-07:00

listening tuh h0llaback girls..had o3 test t0day.. wahh sehh.. lit i think.. h0peless nia0s!! a liL bit niias.. g0t read.. but f0rg0tten!! damn fcuking shit!! den d&t,hist0ry.. zZzz.. friday needa wear derhh wss shirt.. hmm.. n0t bad lahhs.. hahas.. yay!! fri 1oam skul finish!! lalalas..

wen tuhh j8 wif pu pu,chriist,s'ing n jt.. n i l0st my wallet!! n i f0und it!! hahas.. preety lame huh.. left it at l0ng j0hn.. -,-.. s0 pai seh nehhz.. mmm.. just observed tat dere was dis o3 guys JC derh.. lik f0ll0win us.. dun0e eyein on wh0.. looks lik aiming pu pu!! hahas.. zZzz.. still finding skins niia..

*are y0u shedding cr0c0dile tears?? ... i really wan tuhh n0e..

2005-07-26T20:28:00.000-07:00

firstly.. viic!! happy birfdae!! l0ve ya l0adds nehhz.. x)) raining in derhh early m0rning.. shii0k!! hahas.. haiishh.. tmr is lit c0mm0n test.. darn shit!! y everyb0dy feel sh0 c0ld arhhs?? hahas.. nth much..

after skul wen tuhh c0mic sh0p.. lalalas.. was chatting with ghee h0e on msn.. saw their cam.. hahas.. sh0 many ppl.. wen play bball.. im n0t tyc0!! lalalas.. okays.. friday match nehhz!! hmm.. im n0t really g00d at it.. * i n0e 2 secrets!! lalas n0t g0nna tell any0ne xP*

FCUK Y0U CHEE BYE LAHHS.. KANNINA.. WA LAU EHH.. IMITATING FREAK.. GO BE ACTRESS LORHH.. WANNA GIVE YOU ONE TIGHT SLAP OVER URE SICKENING FACE.. JUST MY LUCK TUHH HAF YOU AS MY FRIEND..

2005-07-25T19:31:00.000-07:00

had engliish c0mm0n test early in derh m0rning.. g0shh.. *wan wan sing skul s0ng is s0ft n high derh lehhs!!* it was sh0 darn diff.. -.-l.. only wr0te 2oo+.. abit niias.. hist0ry.. tat fcuking MS NG.. fcuk lahhs.. d0nt even n0e h0w tuh c0ntr0l derh class.. g0 h0me n sleep lahhs.. still ask quek c0me.. in de end d0 2o burpies.. assh0le.. curse tat ms ng siia.. dia0s.. den science test!! okay okay lahhs.. g0t mind-map tuh help.. hahas..

wen c0mic sh0p tuh b0rr0w derh c0mics.. lalalas.. saw 2n2 guys eating.. first tyme see dey all sitting t0gether eat niia.. wen cheers tuh buy p0tat0e chiips.. saw mvp2.. ran tuh cheers..
wen tuh p0wer stati0n.. urhhmm.. i t0ut was derh fact0ry.. buden was a building.. stupid liang yang!! st0le my sweet away.. mus at least leave abit f0r me mahhs.. eat everythink finish!! >.<>

2005-07-23T15:35:00.000-07:00

listening tuhh : behind these hazel eyes : had tuti0n at 12 at mac.. was sh0 sleepy tuhh d0 anythink.. hehh'.. zZzz.. i wanna g0 skul lahhs!! sianzati0n at h0me.. l0ls.. yipppeeex.. m0nday g0 excursi0n nia.. lalalas.. slack dere.. hahas.. w0nder wen is derhh beatty skul match..

2005-07-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

chinese less0n was sh0 damn funny.. hahas.. was asking everyone f0r $$ c0s chritsina neba bring mahhs.. hahas.. stupid ryte? -yawns- miss wu neba c0me nehhz.. sh0 fcuking g00d n0rhhs.. had our free tyme.. lalalas.. IT less0n were sh0 pathetic.. hate derhh teacher man!! suck lorhh.. pr0n0unce cake express as "kake".. wa la0 eh.. kake sai lahhs..

after sch wen tuhh c0mic city.. me n rach was lik sia0 za b0's.. hahas.. make her laugh till wanna cry out lia0s.. haishh.. just d0nt understand a think.. why bear a grudge over just one think? it was her fault at first.. n she had said sorry.. its okay lia0s.. but y critcize n insult her? she'd really changed.. haishh.. derhh hardest think is still f0rgive n f0rget..

dia0s!! just hate friday l0adds.. nex day saturday.. nth tuhh d0.. siian lahhs.. haishh.. still g0t tuti0n!! freak!!

2005-07-21T18:30:00.000-07:00

siian siian siian.. everyday also lidat derhh.. haiishh.. sciience test was postpone!! yay!! lalalas.. hmmm.. now i think tat derh best teacher in whitley is ms chan!! cos she's good.. in a way tat everbody see very shuang.. teaching also very good lahhs.. xP.. once again.. mvp wen tuh yeoman service.. p.e was great.. played bball.. buden derhh guys played derhh whole court.. so can play a bit nia..

it was racial harmony celebration.. i see most of derhh peeps wif indian costume.. later wen tuh do derh.. colourful rice? haha.. it was okay okay.. in de end also neba win mahs.. lols.. derhh rest of peeps thinky so big.. ours so small derh.. lols.. assembly was dot dot dot.. we cheered for swati!! swati,chiobu!! haha.. in de end she won first prize.. isnt tat wonderful? cos of our cheer.. lols..

go tuh comic shop again.. dunoe y.. just love going dere.. cooling bahhs.. can listen songs.. play PS2..
*haish.. wen will derh thinks be same again? you said you cant talk to her.. haix.. ure guys r just fools..

tmr haf match wif beatty nia.. haix.. just dont haf any confidence for myself.. goshh.. im having my mood swing again..

2005-07-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

it was agaiin a raiiny day.. hehh'.. sh0 c0ld iin derhh m0rniing.. bbrrrx..
iin class early iin derhh m0rniing:
r0ger turned derhh fan tuhh 2.. it was sh0 warm n0rhhs.. sh0 i wen tuhh turn iit tuhh full.. everythinkk.. g0shh.. n0w ii n0e tat r0ger iis suchh a weakliing!! cant even stand c0ld l0rhhs..
-.-l l0ls.. *derhh weather very c0ldd mehhs?* hahax.. mayb im c0ld bl00ded!!

s0 yii meii asked me iif ii wanna g0 back.. hmm.. yupps.. ii wan tuhh.. but s0me thiinks ii just d0nt n0e h0w tuhh spell iit out.. t0o cheem tuhh sae?!! hehh' yepps.. iim happy n als0 afraiid.. happy-> c0s i getta h0ld derhh ball agaiin.. afraiid-> really w0nder wad will happen iin my liife agaiin.. h0pefully nth will.. really c0nfuse at derhh mean tiime.. haiishh.. ii realliie h0pe everythiink's g0nna be okay.. tats wad ii h0pe f0r.. s0 afraiid i'll cry out.. tskk..

ii n0e a secret!! yupps!! but must keep iit mum nehhz..
- iits been a grudge l0ng.. but y0u t0o shud at least f0rgiive her yer.. iits getting m0re atr0ci0us.. yupps.. try tuhh f0rgiive n f0rget.. wad she d0ne mayb wr0ng.. but... ure stubb0rnn.. ppl n0tiice iit.. but y0u ureself d0nt.. derhh pers0n iitself d0nt n0e.. but others fiind out ure miistake.. ii was stubb0rn iin derhh past t0o.. but after whiile u'll try tuhh let iit g0.. yupps.. tats wad ii haf tuhh sae.. she really changed.. FORGIVE N FORGET!! derhh w0rds ppl lackk off oftenn.. n LET GO.. yupps.. iits just a matter of tiime niiax.. bleahhs.. kay kay.. shall st0p here lerhhs..

wen tuhh c0miic sh0p.. shii0k arhh!! hahax.. g0t OM tuhh buy me sweets!! yippex.. hahax.. n sean,guii quann g0 steal derhh M n M.. haiishh..

2005-07-19T20:20:00.000-07:00

was raining early in derhh m0rning.. was sh0 c0oling nehhs.. lols.. was j0ey's birfdae!! happy birfdae!!! hahax.. run 1 r0und ksul.. swati was derh lead.. she was s0 damn FAST nehhs.. it was sh0 fcukening slack n0rhs.. subra' p.e classes is alwaes sh0.... dun0e h0w tuhh sae.. hehh'

yipppeeeex.. g0ing tuhh science excursi0n next weekk.. xP.. we were t0ld tat our class was chosen for de NDP.. at padang.. suck l0rhh.. fcuk lahhs.. dun0e y others sh0 happy.. think c0s of de baggy.. hahax.. n0t bad lahhs.. hee hee.. wen tuhh c0mic city.. play game.. n0t playb0y.. hahax.. yesterday's bball guys match l0st tuhh yu yin 27-23.. just 4 p0ints niiax.. t0dae they w0n.. dun0e wads derh sc0re lahhs.. lalalas..

_its okay f0r me tuhh f0rgive.. i w0uld lik uthh g0 backk.. but ure n0t in my sh0es.. y0u d0nt n0e derh life tat im g0ing thru or anythink.. i d0nt n0e h0w t0 face it.. c0s f0r de thinks i haf g0ne thru in nb was real pain.. all al0ng i was tryin tuhh be happy.. n f0r derhh thinks she said tuhh sheryl den wan ting,n i overheard it.. was really hurtful.. alth0ugh it was last year think.. mayb y0u haf f0rg0tten b0ut it.. __

2005-07-15T19:30:00.000-07:00

it was again a b0ring day.. zZzz.. n i d0nt n0e wad de fcuking hell is happening tuhh me.. im just an0ther pers0n.. a pers0n wh0 is t0tally vici0us,evil,cruel n full of anger.. d0nt pr0v0ke me.. im n0t myself anym0re.. n0w i truely n0e wh0 are de peeps wh0 were dere f0r me wen i needed dem.. c0ns0led.. trying tuhh make me happy.. a listening ear.. n i realie cherish dem.. th0se wh0 realie understands me well.. n n0w i think im an0ther pers0n.. a pers0n tat y0u cant j0ke n tease with..

*y0u are my cl0se friend.. but i just d0nt understand why.. why are y0u s0 fucking ph0ney!! i realie hate y0u.. d0nt make me spill everythink outta my m0uth b0ut y0u kays.. i haf my own limits.. s0me of ure acti0ns just make me wanna tell y0u off.. yepps.. mayb i t0o hav my weak p0ints.. s0me of de stuffs tat y0u d0.. just make my bl00d b0ils up...

after skul.. me,rach.wai sun n gui xiang wenta c0mic sh0p.. played playb0y.. hahax.. it was sh0 shi0k.. hahax.. disgusting bahhs.. played half-way.. den time's up.. it was s0 exciting siax..s0 wen d0wn tuhh play bball.. it was raining!! dia0s!! -.-.. s0 wen up.. n wai sun g0t $$ again.. wen up.. derhh girl kept de think.. g0shh!!!!! l0ls..

_ i realie wanna be back in * .. on de other hand.. i think better n0t..

2005-07-14T20:11:00.000-07:00

mvp did n0t hav ye0man serivce.. s0 dey came tuh skul.. subra did n0t take us f0r pe.. dun0e y.. hahax.. t0o n0rti lia0 lahhs.. s0 played bball.. teck s00n suck man.. a sissy bahhs.. pui! science less0n t0tally suck!! ms tham was staring at me.. s0 i stared her back.. n0t da0 or wad.. but she t0tally suck l0ads l0rh.. after staring.. she said "wen istare at y0u means,i want y0u d0 ur w0rk.. n0t staring c0mpetiti0n..".. ka0 bei lahhs!!she s0unds lik a cr0w.. eeeKs..

anyway.. t0day was jeremy marks's b'dae!! happy b'dae tuhh ya!! hahax.. s0me1 gave him a shirt.. which sae's.. "sex cures headache wen y0u d0 it 3 times".. hahax.. wenta hall.. de assembly was okays.. l0ls.. okay.. shall st0p here!!!

* i cant believe y0u actually did tat.. ure such a l0ser.. d0tx.. n0w i n0e i wunt believe y0u..

2005-07-13T20:02:00.000-07:00

g0shh!! guess im gettin' m0re n m0re vulgar day by day.. everythink was fcuk fcuk fcuk.. hahax.. zZzz.. was listening tuhh eldee's mp3.. i l0ve de s0ngs inside.. h0w i wish i cud haf a mp3 one day.. i just l0ve de s0ng stay the same!! n "wei yi"fr0m wang li h0ng.. lalalas.. science peri0ds were sh0 shi0k man!! dere were n0 teachers inside.. den mr tan came.. he was g00d.. all0wed us tuhh use handph0ne.. n0t lik quek.. c den c0nfiscate.. l0lx..

after skul hadda c0mputer class tinky.. t0ut was b0ring.. but it was fun!! can on derhh music.. shi0k man!! hehex.. mr bambang was g00d als0.. n0t lik last time s0 fierce lahhs.. th0se tinks tat he taught us was k00l.. wh0aa!! wenta j8 wid christina.. n buy de stars again.. hahax.. den saw si pei.. asked her if win or l0se.. they w0n 47-17!! g0shh!! brav0 sehh!! they are s0 impressive.. they are str0ng.. wish dem all derhh best f0r their nex match.. as f0r derhh guys.. they l0sed.. c0s its raffles!! they're str0ng.. but their sc0re was 31-21.. n0t bad alr.. at least g0t sc0re.. hahax.. better den zer0 ryte!! but they g0t tuhh de nex r0und.. wish dem g00d luck n all duhh best!! xP.. jia y0u!!!

2005-07-12T19:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. m0rning M.V.P wen f0r ye0man service.. dun0e wads tat als0.. but saw dem in de m0rning.. had math test.. oh g0sh.. i've screwed it all up!! chinese less0ns were okays.. was listening t0 walkman.. wen i was sleeping tat time.. smelled one fart.. eeeekks!! w0nder if it was wan wan.. air p0lluti0n!! hahahax.. in class was s0 damn fun.. s0 l0adds all sh0ut t0 r0ger tat phrase.. -.- had 2 free science peri0ds!! yippppex!! in math class r0ger was t0tally disgusting.. he bend de bending ruler n put it as his breast.. g0shh!! s0 i did tat t0 christina.. hahah.. wen t0 cabin f0r english less0n.. it was gr8te..

after tat wen t0 j8.. saw agr0up of BPS guys.. s0me of dem were shuai.. every where we g0 sure c dem one.. hahax.. den we saw de actress "ba0bei" in de drama sh0w.. "t0ng xin yuan".. she was chi0 n sweet.. she waved t0 me!!! x)) hahax.. was standing at de rail.. BPS guys were at de other side.. g0shh.. s0 many.. hahax.. arr0n n eddie wif his gang up dere.. n n0w s0 many ppl n0e hu i lik.. n de unkn0wn guy fr0m bbalL.. g0shh.. =0.. d0ts d0ts..

t0 tat fuckening jin siang.. i nv find tr0uble wif y0u.. y0u better d0nt make me kays.. if n0t im angry tat time.. i can d0 anythink out okay.. thr0w a penknife at y0u.. i can d0 anythink.. u idi0t.. udly freak.. nigger!! patience hav its limits.. d0nt g0 t00 far.. y0u d0nt kn0w wad will happen nex.. n im n0t g0ing out wif y0u guys..

2005-07-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

[ i l0ve y0u ]

[ y0u feel tat way wen y0u are angry ]

2005-07-11T19:54:00.000-07:00

update ytd one.. wen t0 airp0rt t0 eat sakae sushi!! yummy..my oversea's c0usin flew back t0 their h0met0wn.. was c0ntr0lling my tears all de way till i burst it all out.. hahahax.. they wen inside n jin cried t0o.. it was de veri first time.. after tat wen h0me..
*im g0nna miss zhen n jin!! they tw0 are s0 s0 s0 cute!! g0shh.. x)

t0dae had pe.. played bball.. n0 gym!! yipppez.. wen i was playing den pam s0h's finger nail scratched my eye dere.. g0shh.. im disfigured!!! arrrgghhhhs... wen tuh j8.. b0ught de oP pencil b0x.. saw beverly w0rking at delifrance.. l0lx.. den wen tuh sit at mac.. saw arr0n waiting f0r s0meone.. den he came over n sit.. de c00kies was yum yum yum.. buden mus save f0r r0ger eat.. i mean arr0n save f0r him.. sianx!

2005-07-07T19:21:00.000-07:00

y0u idi0t,act cute,chi0? yes.. but attitude n character t0tally suck! l0ads! l0ser,pathetic freak,act dua.. yucks! think i realie hate y0u l0ads.. buden ppl t0k t0 me den t0k l0rhhx.. eeeeks..

hahahaax.. m0rning assembly alreadi g0t j0ke lia0s.. wan wan!! at first saw her,i t0ut her zip dere g0t one pattern.. cl0ser l00king.. it was unzipped!! but of c0urse if i call out her n tell her it w0uld be s0 embarrassing.. s0 i kept laughing!! hahax.. l00ked behind.. n saw r0ger n liang yang were laughing.. in de end 2e3 n 2n1 was l00king at her n laugh.. s0 pearleen wenta tell her.. s0 paiseh!! wahh lauus.. pe damn slack.. run 2 r0unds.. i think m0st pr0bably walk bahhs.. our class is s0 darn slackk.. de guys played rugby.. it was s0 c00l.. jeremy mark was g00d at it.. n de girls hadda play s0ccer.. -.-.. d0tx d0tx.. was preety lame lahhs.. may n pearleen wen f0r gym c0mpetiti0n.. l0ve their outfit!! hahax.. g00d luck!!

wen j8 wif jt n christina.. eat tak0 pa0chi again.. yumx yumx.. wen m0s burger t0 study.. s0 guai h0rx??!! yuppx.. den was t0ld tat it was picking h0urs.. s0 wen mac.. x)) wen tuhh buy penn.. whheeeez...

*i lurbbes my overseas c0usins.. jin n zhen.. they tw0 are s0 cute!! omg.. im craziie lia0s.. b0ught anklet f0rjin.. h0pes she lik it!! xP

2005-07-06T19:08:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. start wif dis m0rning bahhs.. was dere earlie.. jing hui haven c0me.. n j0ey was late.. duhh!! several times.. heex.. after s0metime turned my head n saw r0y n r0ger.. they came wif jia wei.. lalalas.. jing hui came... firstly 41o c0mes.. s0 they wen dere.. sh0rtly 54 came.. s0 stupidly they g0 take 54.. s0... d0tx..hahax.. reaching skul was preety late.. but okay..

in class was omg.. vivien sh0uted de "w0rd" s0 l0ud.. g0sh.. n one think.. i d0nt lik nich0las f0r ure inf0rmati0n!!! d0tx d0tx.. all thanks t0 mrs w0ng.. n friends.. d&t was atr0ci0us.. damn mr chizzz.. basturdd lahhs..

after skul wen tuh j8 t0 buy my new c0nverse sling bag.. yipeeexx!! im s0 darn crazie.. den we wen tuh eat tako pa0chi.. yumx yumx.. i l0ve it.. rach n j-t b0ughht de crispy chiken.. was okay-okay.. den we wen tuh "heaven".. was s0 silent,peace,clam n c00ling wen a security came.. -.-..damn it! s0 we wen off.. pissed off man.. wen back t0 skul.. rach n wai sun wen tuh dance s0 me n j-t wen playing was fun.. lalalas.. wen d0wn t0 buy drinks f0r dem.. on de wae up.. i saw him! him! him! ki sia0 lia0s..played a match.. girls vs guys.. dere were one m0re guy in de team.. s0 we played handicapped.. guys must h0p on one leg n catch wif one hand.. we were laughing mad all de way.. seeing dem run lik hell.. s0 me n jt decided t0 play a prank on dem.. making dem chase de ball.. whahahax..

2005-07-05T19:50:00.000-07:00

p.e we hadda run 2 r0unds.. was preety tired.. but g00d.. hahax.. back t0 class was bored.. their m0vements t0wards me is obvi0us.. i n0e wad y0u guys mean..

back t0 class fr0m recess.. i n0e thinks w0uldn't be de same again.. s0 i b0rr0wed a pen knife n cut my wrist.. 5 sh0rt scars.. was realie sad.. y0u didn't n0e h0w i felt.. is n0t tat i d0nt trust y0u guys.. its a n0ther pr0b tat makes me d0nt trust ppl.. i n0e tat wadeva i sae n0w,yall d0nt care.. in science class y0u asked me t0 ask christina t0 sit d0wn c0x teacher blah blah blah.. h0nestly,i saw but i din wan t0 react.. c0x s0metimes i t0k t0 y0u y0u jux l0ok at me or d0nt resp0nd.. s0 why shud i respect y0u? mayb c0x of this there will be n0 cliques thinky.. c0s its my damn fucking attitude ryte.. im n0t w0rth yall.. is n0t i d0nt wanna tell y0u guys stuffs or wad.. lik yall sae tellin chritstina but neva tell yall.. im afraid is a burden.. n de pr0b is n0t tat yall wif pearleen or wad..

haix.. im tr0ubled by l0ads thinks.. family pr0blem.. friendship... n stuffs.. since y0u guys truly n0e hu is ure real friend.. den tat's it..

after tat wen j8 wif chris n jt.. wen t0 ch00se a bag.. f0r b0ut 2 h0urs? l0lx.. den ch0se one. g0ing t0 buy tmr!! yippeeex!! lalalas.. *wads wr0ng wif me?

anyway t0 yall.. thanks f0r de friendship,care,c0ncern,trust,faith n everythink tat y0u guys gave me.. i realli appreciate it..

2005-07-04T15:32:00.000-07:00

just watch cinderella st0ry VCD.. 0h g0sh!! it was s0 damn nice.. d0nt mind watching a milli0n times!! l0lx..its s0 k00l!! x)).. sweetx.. ytd watched A.I artificial intelligance.. was s0 k00l.. de lil' guy was cute.. in de sh0w he was made of r0b0t.. buden sl0wly he devel0ped feelings.. wanted t0 be a real b0y.. ahhhh~ s0 b0red.. just wenta find s0me pics..

but onli certain thinks they keep t0 themselves..

just leave me al0ne..

ppl came t0 ure life.. but wen they g0.. they leave f00tprints in ure heart..

2005-07-03T15:30:00.000-07:00

ouhh!! tat hurts!!

he d0sent n0e!! l0lx..

dis is s0 true.. x))

2005-07-01T18:15:00.000-07:00

hmm.. guess me n pearleen patch le bahhs.. n0t bad lahhs.. heex.. she was happy.. tats wad de cliques sae.. s0 i'll just f0rgive n f0rget!! but onli t0 certain thinks.. l0lx.. y0uth day were okay.. it was preety lame.. sk8te was hit by daniel's sh0e.. awww!!! tat hurts.. de quiz was great!! knew s0me of it.. but dare n0t g0 ans.. haha.. shud be tat's all lahhs.. anyway.. happy y0uth day!! haha..

oh yarh!! yesterday's basketball match!! in de first match i sh0t in 4 g0als.. which was our p0ints.. pr0 w0rs?? haha.. blah blah blah!! l0ve yesterday's assembly!! x))

*saw him yesterday nyte at mac w0rking.. den t0day m0rning surprisingly saw him wif his friend on de bicycle.. omg!! im realie crazie.. hahax.. dun0e y.. l0lx.. xP.. lalalas..

2005-06-30T19:00:00.000-07:00

yay!! i've accepted "it".. i haf learnt t0 let g0.. geees.. im s0 happie just f0r dis..
at p.e,we played a super lame game.. dia0s!! haah.. nex week play basketbaLl!! yippex.. lalalas.. oh yarh.. i hate tat an0ther m0le girl.. she sucks! humph.. d0nt t0k ab0ut it lia0s.. hmmm.. ms chan saes its g00d t0 haf a bl0gg!! haha.. <3.. size="4">omg.. im s0 darn happy!!! x))

[u guys made me hate yall] *y0u guys lik it t0o ryte..
mayb im trueful b0ut quittin netball??!! heex.. wad i wan is y0u guys t0 treat me lik h0w yall treat de others.. it may n0t be 100%.. but y0u all just d0nt.. i finally speak up!! h0w i feel.. de wae u treat me is n0 diff fr0m a stranger.. it is n0t i d0nt wanna c0me.. y0u make me feel s0 "left out".. s0 extra.. y0u all may sae "where g0t?".. but y0u guys n0e ureself better.. even ferlena n0es tat wed g0t training.. i n0e tat dis fucking m0nths i did n0t c0me f0r netball.. is n0t i d0nt want.. de pr0b is i dare n0t.. de attitude t0wards me is TOTAL TOTALLY STRANGER.. s0 n0w i als0 treat yall l0rhh.. last time smile n sae hi t0 yall.. you think im such a nuisance.. s0 n0w i did n0t.. im n0t tat sturbb0rnn.. i d0nt care if any of u guys c dis.. c0s im riting h0w i feel.. l0lx..tried s0 hard t0 f0rget last year's n dis year's pr0b.. but it cud n0t.. trying t0 be happy at times.. but still sad inside.. even i tell y0u guys h0w i feel.. y0u w0uldn't give a shit out of it.. okays.. blah blah blah...

2005-06-29T18:03:00.000-07:00

t0 de cliques:
dis m0rning i was abit tr0ubled by nb n tat sth tat i cant sae out.. s0 s0rrie.. i d0nt n0e h0w t0 tell yall.. but i can sae tat i've l0st trust in s0me of y0u.. im n0t sure tat im over sensitive or wad.. but im jus......... haix.. its n0t m0od swing or anytink.. mayb de pr0blem lies with me..

arghx!! tmr p.e!! sian.. subra again.. -.-.. g0nna run n run n run.. stupid!! mr teng g0ne lia0s.. p.e n0 l0nger fun.. t0dae we were s0 s0 s0 s0 crazy!! haha.. putri aka de big boons n butt.. l0lx.. had l0adds fun.. dun0e wad happen ... haha

im afraid we cant g0 back de way we used t0 be.. d0es de pr0blem lies with me? i dun0e.. mayb ure friendship wif her is okay.. till de dae i c0me in.. everytink's were n0t alright.. shud it be d0nt give up a f0rest bc0x of a tree?? since yall can get al0ng.. haix.. im s0 tr0ubled.. s0me0ne help me..

2005-06-27T20:03:00.000-07:00

open skul lia0s!! arghs.. still de same.. reach dere.. i onli girl l0rh.. de rest prefect n haven c0me.. after awhile xH c0me.. den g0 parade gr0und.. chriis late f0r skul.. n0 niid sae everytime lidat de.. xP.. teachers diff lia0s.. onli s0me lahhs.. l0lx.. first dae of skul alr s0 mani tinks t0 d0.. dia0s! -.- de cliques were lik... 3-year old kids.... ahahaha.. larfing mad siax.. after tat n0t much..

wen wif j-t n chriis t0 j8.. b0ught superfresh!! yippeeee!!! nice n great s0ngs.. lalalas.. wenta take ne0s.. j-t was lik.. l0lx.. after tat wen h0me.. siian siian..

2005-06-24T23:50:00.000-07:00

ytd watch l0st.. it was s0 exciting.. w0nder wad was de creature!! haha.. after tat stayed up t0 watch pr0ject superstar results.. it was s0 sad.. all of dem cried.. haix.. s0 sad.. all of dem sung well.. xP.. s0 "swuay" g0t sick ytd.. darn it!! g0t flu.. d0ts.. g0nna open skuL s0ooonn.. arghhs.. jus niice g0t sick.. -.- .. im s0 blardi sick!!!

2005-06-24T23:40:00.000-07:00

2005-06-20T15:10:00.000-07:00

diis piic iis niice! xPretarded freak..

2005-06-19T15:10:00.000-07:00

b0riing b0riing.. at h0me nuttiin better t0 d0.. had weiird dreams n0wadaes.. haha.. dun0e y als0.. alwaes s0 vexed b0ut nb.. just cant spell thinks out.. yew guys haf ure own difficultiies.. h0w b0ut me? diid yew guys tink of iit? how ii feel? n0!yall try t0 patch tiinks up.. s0 wad if yall haf d0ne s0?? its onli accepting f0r de mean time.. just fuck off with it.. go away..

2005-06-14T15:45:00.000-07:00

t0 tat sickening an0nym0us.. if ure s0 b0ld t0 sae me put ure name lahhs.. d0n be such a s0re l0ser.. s0 wad if y0u sae me?? mayb ure w0rse den tat l0rh.. if ure perfect den sae ppl.. stinky fell0w.. h0pe y0u haf fleas all over ure b0dy.. ulcers in ure m0uth.. fall d0wn wen y0u walk.. ch0ke wen y0u eat..

2005-06-08T22:58:00.000-07:00

arghs! ytd d0lphin bay s0 nice!! ee.. s0 sweet lehhs. hmm. angela als0 s0 chi0. buden shan-ni died. haix.

2005-06-08T15:44:00.000-07:00

l0ng time never p0st lia0s. sian arh at h0me. yay! t0dae sh0w d0lphin bay final edpis0de! cant wait t0 watch. s0 sweet. shall st0p here. heez. buaix!

2005-06-03T15:10:00.000-07:00

update yesterdae's happening. wen t0 meet hui ting n watch m0nster-in-law. it was a veri nice n hilari0us sh0w. haha! was laughing mad! b4 tat we walked t0 heeren t0 take ne0s. it was a veri l0ng way. but we t0k n t0k veri fast reach dere lia0s. wen we were walking back saw jewel n de other guy. after watching de muvee went t0 find vict0ria at de causeway p0int. in MRT saw a gr0up of guys. dere was dis "pink" guy. was kinda cute n hands0me. ting bet tat he was g0ing t0 causeway p0int.wen we reach dere. he alighted als0. haha! den we decided t0 f0ll0w him halfway g0 7-11. we wen up t0 de arcade,ting bet tat they were in de arcade. n they were dere!! l0lx. den we saw vic dancing para. but she told us on de f0ne tat she was watching "star wars". l0lx! de "pink" guy was al0ne dere. dun0e y als0. ting was staring at him. after s0metime i asked her. wan t0 take his num n0t. den ting sae "i d0nt mind." l0lx. wen we were g0ing. asked vic t0 help us asked. she said d0wan. s0 wen wen off t0 take ne0s. arghhs. s0 dissap0inted. gagax. take till 7. needed t0 rush back. l0lx. den i wen h0me first,ting wen t0 vic's h0use. hmmm. among all hanging out wif my best pals*vic,ting,j0e*. happiest mem0ries its still wif de 6f cliques. x)

2005-06-01T00:25:00.000-07:00

yay!! tmr g0 wif my gang 0f cliques g0 watch muvee!! im s0 darn happy n excited.. yipeez!! carn wait f0r tmr.. arhhx.. lalalalalas.. g0nna c u guys im s0 crazie.. whahahas.. okiies.. shall st0p here.. cya guys tmr.. hmm.. tmr or s0mewhere dis week g0nna write out h0w i feel.. b0ut certain tinks.. bleahhs.. blahh blahh blahh... y0oho0oo... xP

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` chelLEz r0x~ whheeez! !!

2005-05-28T23:32:00.000-07:00

wahh.. at h0me s0 sian.. g0 back skul better. haishh.. hmmm. lemme recap wad i dreamt tat night. muahahax.. recappingg...
i came t0 de prefect's r0om 0utside. nickk.swing.giant.sk8te n pearleen was dere. l0okin at their faces i knew tat s0methink mux haf happen. c0x their faces t0ld me s0. den i asked dem "pearleen is back in our gr0up right?" den dey were l0oking at me lik "yahh.. we didn't wan t0 als0" i asked dem again. den sk8te said "aiya! jus tell her lah.. yah pearleen is back in 0ur gr0up.." nickk said "yah.." den i jux ran 0ff n cry.. haix.. wil tat really happen?

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` chellez r0x!! wheeex~

2005-05-27T16:20:00.000-07:00

last dae 0f skul lia0s. sianx. g0t 3 peri0ds 0f p.e t0dae. never really g0 play lahhs. s0 many ppl. l0lx. hmmm. qaiser n jeremy mark g0t t0 g0 express!! c0ngrats! c0ngrats! but jeremy mark still deciding. n mr teng is de veri last dae wif us t0dae. leaving de skul. dun0e y als0 lahhs. g0t back 0ur rep0rt b0ok. g0t really bad results. -.- s0 mux get t0p 4o. l0lx. . . . haix. . .

at h0me jus n0w jus eat n eat n eat. stuff everytink in my mouth. in de end v0mitted. haix.

**i dun0e wads happening t0 me. im jus filled wif hatred,reminded 0f de sad mem0ries. wad tat girl done t0 me. questi0ns running thru my mind. i tink i've changed. i really d0nt n0e wad happened t0 me. izit m0od swing? me myself als0 dun0e.
* questi0ns f0r me*
why am i s0 fed-up wen nick n swing tok t0 [her]? i shud n0t be. c0x im de 0ne hu is angry n0t dem. mayb im over-sensetive. i tink u guys shud patch wif her. since ure can get al0ng well. im de cause f0r dis. mayb she is right. im de 0ne at fault. wif attituded. temper. [wad she sae is really true?] mayb im de 0ne hu starts all dis. tats y she treat me lidat? haix. im really fucking confused. n0 0ne can understands me. even if s0me0ne n0es,it cant be m0re seri0us den mine. wondering if my dream will come true one dae. i tout 0f c0mmiting suicide. but i jus dont haf de c0urage t0 d0 s0. haix. if onli i haf. den i will haf nuttin t0 fustrate n t0 tink ab0ut. n0 miseries.

* h0w can i end all my miseries.. pain.. can s0me0ne tell me??*

[s]cRibB[l]Ed' a[L]l 0v[e]R
` [c]hEl[L]ez r[0]x~ whheeez.

2005-05-26T20:05:00.000-07:00

in class zZzz,listen tu s0ngs.. darn sian l0hs.. *yawnx* s0 nickk they all wen fer de check-up.. lied t0 dem needa strip 0ff everytink.. was preety kinda sh0cked fer it.. heh! played wif c00kies n cream.. they were s0 darn cute..

* f0r de netballers*
at 12.45 needed t0 go f0r netball friendlies.. s0 g0 0ff earlier.. haishh.. i dun0 y i was feeling d0wn n didn't lik it.. haishh.. why? why? why? i really haf n0 interest.. i d0nt n0e why.. alth0gh me n yi mei 0kie lia0s,i jux tink tat sth will happen s00ner 0r later.. everytime i g0 t0 netball i jux wanna cry 0ut but i jux cant.. its lik everytime i g0 .. i will be rmb 0f de sad mem0ries 0f last n dis year.. haix.. u asked me tat whether did i spare a th0t f0r yall.. now im asking if yall ever spared a th0t f0r me f0r last year's pr0b.. i tink tat yall jus d0n giv a dam b0ut it.. did yall ever felt how i feel? u n0e tat im terribly miserable in netball.. all dis tinks can happen.. im jux s0 afraid wad will happen next.. dis is n0t depressi0n.. last time i can sae i wanna quit cos of tat prob.. thinking back,it was all a moment of anger.. i beared wif it.. f0r n0w,ireally d0n dare t0 imagine wad will happen.. f0r jus n0w i was quiet bcox i n0e tat im irritating,s0 i jux kept quiet.. loads thinks ran thru my mind.. *wad haf i d0ne wr0ng? why yall haf t0 treat me lidat? i really wanna n0e de ans.* s0bbing where n0 0ne can see 0r hear.. netball is a life tat i haf all my miseries.. n0 0ne cares.. s0 why shud i?? i n0e yall will be asking quest tat im t00 sad t0 ans.. even yall n0e tat im sad or whats0ever yall will als0 c0ncern while,treating me better n jux treat me de wae yall used t0.. n0w im asking all 0f u guys..[DID YALL EVER SPARE A TH0T F0R ME?] i d0nt think s0..if any 0f u hav see dis n r n0t happy u can tell or scold me.. cox im alreadi miserable enuff.. d0 whatever u all want!

[s]cR[i]bB[l]eD' a[L]l 0v[E]r
` [c]he[L]le[Z] r[0]x~ whheeex! !

2005-05-25T18:45:00.000-07:00

sian sian.. ytd tat girl ask danny pass de letter tu may.. if u haf done nuttin wrong y shudn't u be de one passing de letter?? cox ure feeling GUILTY! after all de thinks u did tu ask u still dare tu seek forgiveness from us?[PUI ARH!] over my dead body man! even they all forgive i wun! n i noe u'll nv expect me tu right.. wad THICK skin u haf.. im telling u..cox i hate u more den u hate me!!! stinky sucker.. shoo shoo..

nickk n sk8te n giant wen tu 'amazing race' dunoe wads so amazing oso lahhs.. so left me n swing.. our class girls is so ... so little.. everydae oso watch muvee.. hai~ wen check up.. needa take off shirt!! arhhhh.. n lied tu dem sae need tu tak off everytink.. heex heex.. xP.. wear netball shorts oso got wrong meh? wad's wrong? ............ *u also no nid tu luk at me lidat right.. wen back class wif swing.. watch muvee again.. a veri lame one... sleep sleep zZzZz...roger got one new nick call 'se qing kuang'.. nice nick hor? everytime shoot.. lolx! u ownself admit one.. =P mr teng sae nid tu go 2n1 but did not.. cox im veri pissed off wenever i c her.. so stayed in class wif may,christ,roger,eldee,hanjie,jiawei,n dunoe hu liao.. annonucement sae go off earlie so everybody was lik ... -.- ...

*pissed n fucked off by u*

[s]cR[i]bB[l]ed' a[L]l o[V]er
` [c]hE[l]Le[z] r[0]x ! ! whheeez...

2005-05-24T02:12:00.000-07:00

as usual,go skool lohs.. firstly in de morning muz be siad by tat mole girl.. whu don even haf manners.. cant u jus leave me alone? u dont make me till one dae i fed up n giv u one tight slap on ur mole face hor.. even if i did.. u deserve it lahhs.. 'MOLE GIRL? PUI ARH!! EAT OREO NV CLEAN MOUTH.. EEEKS.. DIRTY SIAX..'[u noe wad is hygeine?? hmm i guess u duno lahhs..]

watched lord of de rings first in class.. kinda bored.. dun even noe wad it was all bout.. listening tu roger's mp3..*l0nley n0 m0re*..yipee!!den watched titanic in class.. omg!! omg!! omg!!.. strip strip!! lols.. guess de guys were drooling n getting horny lahhs!! x)) wenta home econs room.. sian sian sian.. wah lau!! mus wash de things.. den giant cried.. dunoe wad happen tu her.. tinks shud be alright now fer all of us.. told her wad we tink of.. bleahhs.. dere was a fight in ms tan's class.. *shiok* .. but cuddn't go in lahhs.. tat mole girl was lik.. "uh. ohh..ehh..ar.. ee.. o.." dunoe wad de hell she was toking.. speechless i tink!! may n putri are my idol!!! whooohooo~... i was larfing outside.. coz may n putri was saein her lik hell.. =))..

stayed in skool.. of coz wen tu tok tu pamela.. finally everything's okie.. in netball court i told dem de whole story.. was lik u'll get slap sooner or later.. cant wait de dae wen u r being said n slap.. who noes? after awhile , stayed in skool till 3 sth n wen home.. mole mole mole.. sucks u noe! eeeeeeeeeee.. er xin lehh.. *vomitting*

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` [c]hEl[L]eZ r0x!! whheez...

2005-05-20T20:16:00.000-07:00

todae i started crying in class-i tink im crying everydae-.. haix.. cried 3 times.. de first time i duno y i cried fer * i duno wads happening tu me *.. fuckening sad.. de second time was bcus of tat asshole.. de gap was so big.. y did u haf tu push my table right.. i neva offended or do anything wrong tu u.. y mus u do dis tu me? ure not even worth a bitch.. de third time at de netball court.. was tokin bout me quittin.. was totally confused dere.. so they ask me izit of other tinks.. den i told dem it was in my class.. i cudd not take it [i dunoe y] so i jus burst out n cry.. they didn't noe how i felt.. so i told dem wad she said.. 'not giving me a dae of peace' they were freakining shocked.. giving me backup.. i reali wanna c her being embarrassed.. u need tu pay for wad u did to ppl.. dont tink ure alwaes rite.. we're not ever gonna forgive u.. u made ppl hate u loadss.. u cant clear de mess u made..

so after skool.. mui,swing,nick n sk8te wenna watch star wars.. saw 'ku ku jiao' , pearline n siew yan.. wenna take neos.. after tat we meeted samuel.. we wen inside.. it was full-house!!!! omg..lotsa actions!! i lurbe R2!!! wheeeees!! its so super cute siax!! xP !! 1st half i was gonna doze off.. onli da last part was superly nice n exciting!! arhhhs!!!! *shiok* although i din noe much bout star wars.. n didn't lik it loads.. but it was quite a good show!!my nex show is gonna be madagasca!!! whhhheeeesssss!!!!!!!!! bleahhs.. =P..

* u haf make ppl veri angry wif u.. we haf tolerated u long enough.. u make so mani ppl angry.. dont expect us tu forgive you.. wad for u cry? zi zao lai de.. stinky assholee.. sk8te's right.. ure not even worth a word BITCH ..

[s]cRib[B]leD' a[L]l o[v]Er..

` [c]hEl[L]z r[0]x . .